实习医生格蕾第七季

和GA也缠绵快两年了，现在唯一吸引我继续看下去的就是每集新颖的病例、动人的真情（友情、亲情、陌生人之间的人性关怀）。

作为灾难片爱好者，GA里时不时出现的灾难突发事件和灾后trauma recovery是我最喜欢的地方。

但是这丝毫不影响我唾弃里面糜乱恶心令人厌倦的感情戏，七季了，一个个医生就跟发情的动物一样到处乱睡，睡其实无所谓，却一个个都假装深情拿“爱”当幌子。

两年前看第一季的时候我写道里面的男性角色都很不正常，现在仍然觉得如此。

Sheperd Mark Alex甚至到S7E22才显露出繁殖癌本性的Owen都令人作呕！

更令人头大的是女性医生仍然对这些♂趋之若鹜，永远编脚踏两条船的情节，永远是意外怀孕（这一季出现两次？？

），永远是一边说着我爱你一边气死对方。

其中这一季在DS,MS,OH这几个吊♂身上集中体现让人忽略不了的就是对女性身体和生育权的不尊重。

怀了孕必须生，不管女方的意愿，不论关系多混乱。

我衷心希望像Christina这样的女性可以不要为这种有毒的亲密关系所困扰，早日摆脱并专注事业。

毕竟没有人不会爱上为手术疯狂的她，而看到本应拿着手术刀的她在和繁殖癌老公争辩生不生孩子的场景大口作呕。

Sheperd看见一个婴儿就父爱心大起直接让老婆领养，领养完后又玩失踪让老婆独自带娃，符合我一贯对他的偏见和恶意，就是个纯纯人渣，上一季怎么没给你崩死呢？

Callie已经和Arizona有稳定关系了却仍然找Mark上床、和Mark保持亲密无间的状态，最后组成无比诡异恶心的三人家庭。

Callie怀孕后Arizona原谅她，理解她，支持她，反而被荷尔蒙失常的Callie吼。

恕我直言，你作为不合格的女同跟男人上床已经足够让千万个女友和你分手了，这辈子不配有任何女人就该找男的过一辈子，怀孕了还认为自己是受害者吗？！

有谁甚至想过Arizona人生计划里根本没有孩子这一说吗？？

或许这些是美国人的价值观，或许我应该理解这剧是十几年前。

但老友记甚至是二十多年前的剧，都能对女性生育权有较为先进和文明的表达，你实习医生格蕾凭什么做不到？

难以想象这一季过后，唯一两个正常人竟是一开始来自Mercy West的April和Jackson！

听说这俩最后在一起了，衷心希望其他人嚯嚯他俩正常人了，谢谢。

这一季憋的所有吐槽都留在这里了，接下来继续看第八季。

GA编剧，别让我脑出血，谢谢了。

.实习医生 第七季了 我跟了几年的剧 看着看着 心里就不是个滋味了Torres 有了Mark的孩子 在Robbins对Torres求婚的时候出了车祸他们三个是怎样的一个组合 T和M 会仅仅只是最好的朋友? 会仅仅只是孩子他爹?R的敏感 焦虑 让人不舒坦 却是真真实实存在的情感当T 飞出挡风玻璃的那一刻 这三个人站在那里等待着上帝的宣判 再优秀的医生在那一刻也失去了理智在16集结束的时候 我看的心里很堵 即使我能猜到T最后会平安无事 但是我仍然唏嘘生命 对上帝充满敬畏其实我一直是不喜欢Avery的 当然也不会希望他和Lexie在一起 可是 当他说出 他不会傻傻的等待心里还有别人的人时 我豁然开朗 在这种特殊的时间里 没有大义凛然 没有大无畏的牺牲 没有忠贞不渝的誓言也许 这才是生活 这才是人性 无论你说他自私也好 花心也好 一切随意得不到想要的爱情 就远远观望 不涉足不是不爱了Cristina 终于提起了Burke 貌似不带情感的解释着手术方案 在她望向Owen那一瞬间 她所期待的认可 难道真的只有医术而已吗?我不相信 Owen的不赞同莫非不带着任何的感性因素吗?好吧 我很羡慕Cristina 她遇到了两个绝好的男人 无论是情感还是事业上给了她巨大的帮助女人一生中能遇到这样一个男人 就已经很够了 会让她成为一个更好的人 如果不是Derek前妻的出现 我都忘了Derek和Meredith曾经有过那么纠结的一段情看着他们现在结了婚 忙着造人 温馨甜蜜的 好像就这样圆满了 内心的涟漪谁知道呢?一部追了几年的剧 我不知该如何描述 我对它的情感 也许我看得并不够透彻只是 到了今天 我需要的 我得到的 是这一路以来自己的情感 谁都替代不了 。

当Meredith在电梯里对Derek哭着说：What the hell is going on?What's the point?I mean,is there a reason for this?Because if you can think of a reason,any reason at all,why the universe is so screwed up, and random and mean,now would be an amazingly good time to tell me,because I really need some answers.我终于忍不住和她一起崩溃了。

七年了，GA陪伴我已经七年了，生命中最珍贵的七年。

她如一位老友，和我一起成长。

我看着Meredith如何一点点挣扎出母亲的阴影，如何遇到真爱却屡遭不顺，如何凭借天分和努力挣得一席之地，如何与Christina始终彼此信任、不离不弃，如何像无数观众期待的一样，和Derek迈入结婚的殿堂，又如何渐渐成熟、平静与宽容，不再是dark and twisted的姐妹花之一。

这种成长如此缓慢而真实，仿佛就是我们每个人的生活，虽屡遭坎坷，却依然倔强前行。

回顾整整七季的GA，岁月的痕迹如此清晰而温厚，你看着这些医生们从浮躁的毛头小子，到承担起为人夫为人父的责任，看他们如何在遭受打击时借酒浇愁、或是与世隔离，萎靡不振，甚至放弃自己钟爱的专业，是，他们都是普通人，如同你我，在痛苦时流泪或逃避，在受伤后躲藏起来如同野兽，默默舔舐伤口。

正好小黑和四月来补Goerge和izzie的缺。

又是新五人组了，还挺喜欢这个组合的。

第一集: 大家ptsd的症状都各有不同，接下来的几集都在恢复期吧。

Owen和yang结婚有点草率...不过感觉yang是真爱Owen了... 当bailey望着新五人组+lexie坐在老地方聊天的时候，感觉很奇妙，经历了那么多，兜兜转转还是在同一个地方做同样的事。

calzona要同居了！

(话说不早就同居了么)第二集: arizona让大c挑颜色哈哈哈(不都是一个色么？

)alex吐槽:为什么女人一跟我走近了就会变疯...yang还是没恢复第三集: yang有点一蹶不振了...Amelia上线。

az和大c通过疯狂sex的方法成功把新婚夫妇Owen和yang赶出公寓hhh Lexie和Mark真是每次都是错误时间。。。

yang惊恐的小眼神第四集: 单身的Mark开始影响calzona关系了(原来在az眼里Mark是盯胸狂魔hhh) Alex真的越来越好了。

和az的互动也超可爱。

(lesbian boobs哈哈哈)第五集: 争夺fake one million的一天+假装attending的一天。

Alex真的大放异彩了。

Owen获得资金不意外。

az和大c真的有趣hhh第六集: 纪录片 算是对枪击案的一次了结。

Being a hero has its price. Robbins要去非洲了 callie虽然不情愿 但还是假装情愿的要跟去非洲了(第二次分手要开始了...)第七集: 分手集...第一遍看觉得arizona怎么这么无情残酷无理取闹，但再看发现她做的决定很正确，在一个谁都不该妥协的矛盾里，最好的做法其实就是分开一段时间。

直接妥协的结果肯定会更糟。

Mark的比喻太贴切，callie真的是那种会因为女朋友喜欢大胸就去升罩杯的人hhh第八集: 辞职的Cristina和失恋的大c的奇妙组合。

实打实的俩富婆。

大c的新发型也很神奇hhh(当你对理发师说more of a feeling的时候)

阿拉丁神灯hhh第九集: 当最ambitious最promising的杨成为一个小太妹...以及Sofia之夜...第十集: 一起洗澡可还行...Henry上线。

Derek带杨钓鱼。

callie试图拉拢Alex到骨科但失败哈哈哈。

arizona回来但被关在门外。

(话说这时候是不是jcap去生孩子了...怎么感觉回来胖胖的)第十一集: callie不理arizona，不理有不理的理由，但是也心疼az。

这种谁都没有错，只是命运弄人的感觉太糟了。

yang回归，回归第一天就是枪击案手术，还救杀人犯。

戏剧冲突啊。

第十二集: Arizona回来了，发现她遇到事情就退缩。

Callie told her that she was pregnant.

第十三集: Sofia's heartbeat. Arizona said "my baby". Yang is totally back. Sloan told little Grey.第十四集第十四集: grey老爹又回来了还带了小妈。

lexie命途多舛... sloan要传衣钵给小黑了。

第十五集: 1小时里能干啥。

格蕾其实超适合当chief resident的啊(属于技术和组织双优的)。

Adele老年痴呆症状出现，mer提醒主任还被骂了一通。

杨被选为当Sofia的god mother。

第十六集: 这集很温馨。

Mer的助孕药让她视力模糊，Calzona和Mark三人关系有点complicated，Mark有点略霸道，arizona说的很对，被夹在中间确实很不爽。

杨和欧文又开始为要不要孩子争吵了。

lexie和小黑要开始了。

四月和stark？？？

第十七集: baby shower. Mark和arizona所有意见都不和，Mark像是她俩的大儿子还有点叛逆的那种哈哈哈。

车祸要来了呜呜呜

第十八集: 经典集，虽然车祸真的狗血+歌舞形式(每当快哭了就开唱让我忍不住笑出来...)az和mark的矛盾激化了，这是arizona一直最介意的事，没有法律认可，如果callie不在了，她算什么呢？

杨真的牛，也许altman觉得那是运气，但是那就是实力，教母无疑。

(如果burke在就好了...不得不承认医生和医生之间的差距太大了)金毛救了Sofia...醒来直接yes.(这要是callie死了，az和mark养孩子可就神作了...)

第十九集: Torres和孩子恢复集。

Alex和老太太很好玩，非洲孩要来了，zozo即将上线。

mer把主任老婆换到了实验组，被Alex看到了。

第二十集: 婚礼集。

大概是开了电视剧里同性婚礼的先河？

jcap大概还在产后恢复有点胖胖哈哈哈。

但她俩好甜!!! 胖C老爹也好暖。

领养zola，merder领证。

第二十一集: 竞争住院总白热化。

az跟小zozo那块好可爱。

Mark晋升奶爸。

Derek最好的一点大概就是，对孩子永远很好很好，即使他顽固，非黑即白，大男子主义。

Owen这次说的真没错，yang完全不是组织型人才。

Alex好惨，于是他就犯浑了，他说出来80%出于私心吧，虽然也不能说他做错了。

第二十二集: yang怀孕了...命运弄人，不想要的随便怀上，想要的只能去领养...karev这次真的是过分了，三思而后行啊，四月坐收渔翁之利。

Derek和mer的价值观不同，要再次分手了...每季剧末准没好事...

看到第七季，我才发现他们有官方网站，而且网站上面每集都有关于本集出现的疾病或者治疗方法的介绍，还有链接直接到medline等专业网站。

Cool

曾经我也见识过血腥，恐怖，暴力和变态。

cult嘛，限制级嘛不就是。

大腿，胳膊，肠子，一堆血浆..直到实习医生格蕾第7季第三集的那个患者出来我只想说：“我靠！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

”

结束第七季 ，我知道它还没有结束 ，只是最后很想点根烟 很想狠狠吸一口烟。

很多人都离开了 很多 用爱支起生活 可是爱就那么破碎了 这是结束语 这部是我看过最长的电视剧了 一直没有放弃它 中间有过停顿 但就这样看完了 生活不断改变 痛苦隐匿在某处 但阳光总在风雨后 她们的甜蜜与笑容 足以忘记那些 虽然阳光不是常在 起码它掩盖了那些伤痛。

Arizona向Torres求婚的时候，没有什么哭点 ，我只是，只是听到那句“marry me" 受到极大的震撼 突然哽咽 泪如泉涌 打不住 。

只是没想到后面就是煎熬着巨大的痛苦去迎接知足的幸福。

微笑可以掩盖空洞，幸福可以冲刷痛苦。

所以，暴雨常有的，但后面总也会有阳光，

episode1 With You I'm Born Again.op:Every cell in human body regenerates,on average,7 years.Like snakes,in our own way,we shed our skin.Biologically,we're brand-new people.We may look the same.We probably do.The change isn't visible,at least not most of us.But we're all changed,completely,forever.But it's normal,I mean,it's a biological imperative(应激性的) change.ed:When we say things like'people don't change',it drives scientists crazy.Because change is literally the only constant in all science.Energy,matter,is always changing,morphing,merging,growing,dying...It's the way people trying not to change that's natural, the way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are, the way we cling to our memories instead of forming new ones, the way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that everything in this lifetime is permenent.Change is constant.How we experience change that's up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance of life.If we open our fingers,loosen our grips,go with it,it can feel like pure adrenaline.Like at any moment,we can have another chance at life.Like at any moment,we can be born all over again.episode2 Shock to the System.op:They say lightening never strikes twice,but that's a myth. It doesn't happen often. Lightening usually gets it right the first time. When you're hit with 30,000 amps(安培) of electricity,you feel it. It can make you forget who you are. It can burn you,blind you,stop your heart, and cause massive internal injuries. But for something that happens in only a millisecond,it can change your life forever.ed:Lightening doesn't often strike twice. It's a once-in-a-lifetime thing. Even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again. Eventually,the pain will go away,the shock will wear off, and you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming. If you're in just the right place, at just the right time, you can take a hell of hit, and still have a shot at surviving.episode3 Super Freak.op:Most of surgeons grew up being freaks. When other kids play outside,we holed up in our rooms, memorizing the periodic table(元素周期表),huddling for hours over our junior microscope, dissecting our first frogs. Imagine how surprised and relievied we were,when we grew up and found out there were others out there,just as freaky as we were. Same microscope,same dead frogs,same inexplicable(莫名的) urge to take human beings apart.April:Stop,okay?I'm a virgin,yes.So what? It's not something i talk about,okay? We all have things we don't talk about.Alex,you're been afraid of the elevator for,like,a month,but i never said anything because it's none of my business. And Jackson,you wake up every night screaming, because you have nightmares. And,Meredith,you don't talk about Christina because you're afraid she's never gonna be the same Christina again. And,Lexie...for god's sake,Mark never thought you're a psycho.He loves you! That's why he stares at you,because he can't keep his eyes off the woman he loves. Of course,he's never saying anything,'cause he doesn't feel like he can. Look,we all have stuff we don't talk about.I am a 28-year-old virgin,mainly because I wanted my first time to be special. And then,I waited too long,and partially because I'm pretty sure guys find me annoying.I'm a virgin.That does't make it drinks conversation.We all have stuff we don't talk about!//我好喜欢看April和Lexie freak out...ed:Nobody chooses to be a freak. Most people don't even realize they're a freak until it's way too late to change it. But no matter how much of a freak you end up being,chances are, there's still someone out there for you. Unless,of course,they've already moved on... Because when it comes to love,even freaks can't wait forever.episode4 Can't Fight Biology.op:Biology determines much of the way we live. From the moment we were born,we know how to breathe and eat. As we grow older,new instincts kick in. We become territorial. We learn to compete. We seek shelter. Most important of all,we reproduce(繁衍后代). Sometimes biology can turn on us,though. Yeah,biology sucks sometimes.Lexie:No,you know what? I've been a total bitch to April all day because of you. You know that? You worry about April,you let her have Izzie's room,you talk to her about your doctor's appointments, and I went crazy. Alex ditched me in a psych ward,Mark slept with Derek's sister, and now I find myself relating to the crazy,jealous lady who drives into laudromats!Meredith:Lexie,I had a miscarriage that day. April was there. That's why she knows about my doctor's appointment. And I did know that Mark slept with Amy,but I didn't think you cared. I can never tell what the hell is going on with you two. And as far as the psych ward goes,you were not alone. I sat by your bedside for 36 hours while you slept. You're not crazy,Lexie. You're a Grey. :)ed:Our D.N.A doesn't account for all of us,though.(基因并不能解释我们的一切.) We're human. Life changes us. We develop new traits,become less territorial. We stop competing. We learn from out mistakes. We face our greatest fears. For better or worse,we find ways to become more than our biology. The risk,of course,is that we can change too much to the point we don't recognize ourselves. Finding our way back can be difficult. There's no compass,no map. We just have to close our eyes,take a step,and hope to God we'll get there. episode5 Almost Grown.op:They train doctors slowly. They watch us practice on frogs and pigs and dead people and then live people. They drill us relentlessly, they raise us like children and eventually they take a cold, hard boot and they kick us out of the nest.ed:We're so busy trying to get out of that nest that we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there...really freaking cold. Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind. And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we are standing there alone.episode6 These Arms of Mine.op:Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital, home to some of the finest, most influential doctors in the country. Several months ago a gunman roamed these halls, leaving eleven people dead and even more injured. Today we visit the survivors, their patients, their triumphs, and their disappointments. This is Seattle Grace Mercy West, road to recovery.ed:None.episode7 That's Me Trying.op:When was the last time a complete stranger took offer clothes in front of you, pointed to a big purple splotch on her back, and asked, "What the hell is this thing?" If you're a normal person, the answer is, hopefully never. If you're a doctor, the answer is, probably, about 5 minutes ago. People expect doctors to have all of the answers. The truth is, we love to think that we have all of the answers. Basically, doctors are know-it-alls until, something comes along to remind us that we're not.ed:We're all looking for answers...in medicine...in life...in everything. Sometimes the answers we're looking for are hiding just below the surface. Other times we find answers when we didn't even realize we were asking a question. Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes, even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we're still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.episode8 Something's Gotta Give.op:The human body is a highly pressurized system. The blood pressure measures the force of blood pulsating through the body. It's important to keep this pressure regulated. Low or inadequate pressure an cause weakness or failure. It's when the pressure gets too high that problems really occur. If the pressure continues to increase, a closer examination is called for because it's the best indicator that something is going terribly wrong. Bailey:Eat when you can,sleep when you can,and don't screw with the pancreas(胰腺).ed:Every pressurized system needs a relief valve. There has to be a way to reduce the stress, the tension, before it becomes too much to bare. There has to be a way to find relief because if the pressure doesn't find a way out, it will make one. It will explode. It's the pressure we put on ourselves that's the hardest to bare. The pressure to be better then we already are. The pressure to be better than we think we can be. It never ever lets up. It just builds and builds and builds.episode9 Slow Night, So Long.op:We doctors take pride in the fact that we can basically sleep standing up, anytime, anywhere. But, it's a false pride because the truth is after twenty hours without sleep you might as well just come to work drunk, doctor or not. So it's no wonder that fatal medical errors increase at night when we doctors are proudly sleeping on our feet. Recently our communal pride has been shattered and our egos have been wounded by new laws that require we sleep all day before we work all night. We are not happy about it. But, as someone who might need medical care, you really should be.Teddy:You're married.You don't get to have an opinion about my pathetic forays into Internet dating. ed:Under the cover of darkness, people do things they never do under the harsh glare of day. Decisions feel wiser. People feel older. But, when the sun rises, you have to take responsibility for what you did in the dark. And face yourself under the cold harsh light of day.episode10 Adrift and at Peace .op:Meredith: The goal of any surgery is total recovery - to come out better than you were before. Some patients heal quickly and feel immediate relief. For others the healing happens gradually, and it's not until months or even years later that you realize you don't hurt anymore. So the challenge after any surgery is to be patient. But if you can make it through the first weeks and months, if you believe that healing is possible, then you can get your life back. But that's a big if.ed:The first 24 hours after surgery are critical. Every breath you take, every fluid you make, is meticulously reported and analyzed. Celebrated or mourned. But what about the next 24 hours? What happens with that first day turns to two and weeks turn into months? What happens when the immediate danger has passed, when the machines are disconnected and the teams of doctors and nurses are gone? Surgery is when you get saved, but post-op, after surgery, is when you heal. But, what if you don't?episode11 Disarm.op:To a degree, medicine is a science...but I would argue that it's also an art. The doctors who see medicine as a science only, you don't want them by your side when you're bleeding won't stop or when your child is screaming in pain. The clinicians go by the book. The artists follow their guts. The artists feel your pain and they go to extremes to make it stop. Extreme measures. That's where science ends and art begins.ed: Surgery is extreme. We cut into your body, take out pieces, and put what's left back together. Good thing life doesn't come with a scalpel because if it did, when things started to hurt, we would just cut and cut and cut. The thing is what we take away with a scalpel we can't ever get back. So, like a said, good thing.episode12 Start Me Up.op:People are really romantic about the beginnings of things. Fresh start. Clean slate. A world of possibility. But no matter what adventure you're embarking on, you're still you. You bring you into every new beginning in your life, so how different can it possibly be.Callie: My lack of interest in seeing you is not a strategy. I'm not playing hard to get. I don't want to see you because I turned my life upside down for you and you walked away because for a week I was cranky. You're untrustworthy, so I don't want to see you. You're self-centered, so I don't want to see you. I am a hundred percent certain that if I let you back in my life again you will hurt me again, so I don't want to see you. This isn't a ploy. I'm not pouting. I don't want you in my life. Get your crap out of my apartment.ed:It's all anybody wants, right? Clean slate. A new beginning. Like that's gonna be any easier. Ask the guy pushing the boulder up the hill. Nothing's easy about starting over. Nothing at all.episode13 Don't Deceive Me(Please Don't Go).op:Doctors practice deception all the time. We give vague answers to hard questions. We don't talk about post-op pain. We say you'll experience some discomfort. If you didn't die, we tell you the surgery went well, but the placebo has to be the doctor's greatest deception. Half of our patients we tell the other truth ... the other half, we pray the placebo effect's real. And we tell ourselves that they'll feel better anyhow, believing help's on the way, when, in fact, we're leaving them to die.ed:Doctors practice deception every day — on our patients, on their families. But the worst deception we practice is on ourselves. Which is why sometimes it takes us a while to realize that the truth has been in front of us the whole time.episode14 P.Y.T. (Pretty Young Thing).op:One of the hardest lessons as a doctor is learning to prioritize(分清主次). We're trained to do all we can to save life and limb, but, if cutting off a limb, means saving a life, we learn to do it without hesitation. It's not an easy lesson to learn, and it always comes down to one question, "what are the stakes?" What do we stand to gain or lose? At the end of the day, we're just gamblers trying not to bet the farm.ed:Surgery is a high stakes game. But no matter how high the stakes, sooner or later, you're just going to have to go with your gut, and, maybe just maybe, that'll take you right where you were meant to be in the first place.episode15 Golden Hour.op:How much can you actually accomplish in an hour? Run an errand maybe, sit in traffic, get an oil change. When you think about it an hour isn't very long. Sixty minutes. Thirty-six hundred seconds. That's it. In medicine, though, an hour is often everything. We call it the golden hour. That magical window of time that can determine whether a patient lives or dies.ed:An hour, one hour, can change everything forever. An hour can save your life. An hour can change your mind. Sometimes an hour is a gift we give ourselves. For some, an hour can mean almost nothing. For others, an hour makes all the difference in the world. But in the end, it's still just an hour, one of many,many more to come. Sixty minutes. Thirty-six hundred seconds. That's it. Then it starts all over again. And who knows what the next hour might hold.episode16 Not Responsible.op:Everyone figures doctors are the most responsible people they know. They hold lives in their hands. They're not flakes. They don't lose track of important details or make stunningly bad judgment calls. 'Cause that would be bad, right?ed:We are responsible with our patients. The problem is we blow it all out at work. In our own lives, we can't think things through. We don't make the sound choice. We did that all day at the hospital. When it comes to ourselves, we've got nothing left. And is it worth it—being responsible? Because if take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never cut the line, the universe still gives you people to love and then lets them slip through your fingers like water, and what've you got? Vitamins and nothing.episode17 This Is How We Do It.op:Renegades, rule-breakers, gangsters with scalpels. This is the way we like to think of ourselves. It makes us feel badass, sexy. Problem is it's not exactly true. At heart, we're rule followers, sheep. We don't break protocol. We follow it to a "T." Because if we don't follow protocol, our patients die, and then we're no longer badass. We're just bad.ed:It's every doctor's dilemma. Do you play it safe and follow protocol? Or take a risk and invent a new one? There can be reward in risk. There can also be fallout. Still you need to book the system every once in a while. Bet big. And when you get the results you want, there's no better feeling in the world, but when you don't...episode18 Song Beneath The Song.op:The brain is the human body's most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see, what we hear. It lets us feel love. I think it holds our soul. And no matter how much research we do, no one can really say how all that delicate grey matter inside our skull works. And, when it's hurt, when the human brain is traumatized, well, that's when it gets even more mysterious.episode19 It's a Long Way Back.op:After a trauma, your body is at its most vulnerable. Response time is critical. So you're suddenly surrounded by people—doctors, nurses, specialists, technicians—surgery is a team sport. Everyone pushing for the finish line. Putting you back together again. But surgery is a trauma in and of itself, and once it's over, the real healing begins. It's called recovery. Recovery is not a team sport. It's a solitary distance run. It's long. It's exhausting. And it's lonely as hell.ed:The length of your recovery is determined by the extent of your injuries. And it's not always successful. No matter how hard we work at it. Some wounds might never fully heal. You might have to adjust to a whole new way of living. Things may have changed too radically to ever go back to what they were. You might not even recognize yourself. It's like you haven't recovered anything at all. You're a whole new person with a whole new life.episode 20 White Wedding.op:Diseases. Toxins. Our bodies encounter dangers all the time. Just beneath the surface hidden. Whether you realize it or not, your body is constantly protecting itself. Every time you blink your eye, you wash away thousands of unwanted microbes. Breathe in too much unwanted pollen, and you sneeze. The body detects the invader. It releases its white blood cells, and it attacks.ed:Just when we think we figured things out, the universe throws us a curveball. So, we have to improvise. We find happiness in unexpected places. We find ourselves back to the things that matter the most. The universe is funny that way. Sometimes it just has a way of making sure we wind up exactly where we belong.episode 21 I Will Survive.op:We've all heard the saying. It's one of those things you learn in seventh grade science class. Adapt or die. Adapting isn't easy though. You have to fight your competition and off their attacks. And sometimes, you have to kill. You do what you need to do to survive.ed:Adapt or die. As many times as we've heard it, the lesson doesn't get easier. The problem is we're human. We want more than just to survive. We want love. We want success. We want to be the best that we can be. So, we fight like hell to get those things. Anything else feels like death.episode 22 | Unaccompanied Minor.op:I always said I'd be happier alone. I have my work, my friends, but someone in your life all the time? More trouble than it's worth. Apparently, I got over it.ed:There is a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasnt because I thought I would be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you don't have it. What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is, death ends. This? It could go on forever...

格蕾第七季第十一集。

感觉等了好久，好久。

也许是因为我的Cristina Yang久久未恢复。

也许是因为Mark和小格蕾心心相念却久久相隔。

而第十集显现出来的种种迹象。

当yang抱着大鱼哭出来，当Mark对小格蕾说I miss you。

我就知道不会远了。

可是中间却迎来了圣诞假期。

他们短暂休息。

我也让自己暂时忘记追剧的心，原本已经耐心等春节。

只是没料到，又回归了。

当我看到豆瓣小组里热烈的剧透帖，忍不住在下载完成之前点开看。

而当看完这一集，有些说不出的胸闷又夹杂着激动的喜悦，无法迅速脱离出来。

仍旧是枪击案。

一个写好遗书的小青年持枪在的他校园的射杀无数。

西雅图的医生们看到这则新闻的感同身受与旧伤新痛全部劈头盖脸迎上来，不管你能不能接受，你得勇敢面对，救死扶伤。

当yang跳上救护车当场进行开胸手术，当得知正在抢救的病人正是枪手其他医生拒绝而yang留下，我看到了那个熟悉的用力的为手术而生的Cristina.她回来了。

不再拒绝进手术室，不再恐惧，不再去当酒保胡闹，不再莫名其妙跑去钓鱼。

她真的回来了。

她华丽的以最Cristina的方式回来了。

不管曾经承受多大的创伤，终有一天，伤口会愈合。

我开始对微波炉改观，其实他没那么讨厌，其实他并没有不了解他老婆，他用他的方式给予她爱。

而格蕾。

当她在手术室对着S大吼，“我曾经也是等在手术室门口的老婆。

我等到心焦为了能帮你多争取点时间所以冲进手术室让枪口对着我。

你和Cristina只顾着相互扶持，我呢，难道我没有承受巨大的创伤？

”我就伤怀了，大家把焦点都聚在了yang身上。

可是这对纠结姐妹花啊，缺了谁都不完美。

格蕾就像一杯白开水，有时候看多了觉得好像没什么味道，但是又时不时创造些戏剧需要的冲突，才发现，这个灵魂有多重要。

缺了水的生命，就不再存活。

当Mark在细心的为小女孩修补伤口，他对小格蕾说，这个女孩太小，不能留下伤痕，我还需要一个小时，你能不能等我。

小格蕾俯下身，在他耳边说，I love you.So you can take your time,i wait for you.说完脸红红的就跑出去了。

Mark背对着她，偷偷的咧嘴笑了。

像初恋的小男生，表白之后被接受的那种欣喜。

又帅又可爱又风趣，小格蕾呢，又美又逗又惹人爱，这对组合很迷人啊。

他们还能再在一起，有多么不容易。

我就也跟着笑了。

而A和C。

就算A飞越半个地球回来，可是C已经被伤透心了。

所以她关上了门。

所以就算A多么诚恳的道歉，她仍然平静的说，你会飞越半个地球回来找我，是因为当初你决然的离开。

你只考虑你的感受，可是感情不是一个人的事，感情是两个人的事。

现在你想复合，可是我不想了。

说完就转身走了。

这一对。

不知道该说什么好。

当初A的那一句我还时时会想起，她对C说，我不喜欢三明治，可是我喜欢喜欢三明治的那个女孩。

想起在枪击案中她们一起面对的种种。

一起经历过了生死。

又如何呢。

某些重要的核心的东西不一致的话，终究也是要分开。

虽然总觉得编剧大妈还会让她俩在一起，可是味道已经有些不一样了。

你曾经伤我那么深，是因为我爱你。

现在你道歉，虽然我还不能忘记你可是我已经不确定是否还爱你了。

我想C心里是这么想的罢。

最后。

纠结姐妹花的终极复合。

在走廊里的相遇。

没有热切的拥抱，没有冰释前嫌的煽情，甚至没有多余的言语。

单凭她们两人的眼神，已经传递交流所有。

所以Cristina说，Have a drink?格蕾说，OK。

于是Cristina转身，和格蕾并肩而行。

镜头没有转移，看着她们的背影，格蕾伸手挽向yang的手臂的一瞬，yang同时也张开了手臂。

以心相交看透彼此无论是阴暗面光明面的友情，就是这么坚不可摧吧。

GA让我看到了很多东西。

在追着看的这两年中，愈来愈深爱。

刚刚好是7年的时间，看完了格蕾的第七季；刚刚好是7年的时间，看完了枪侠的系列；刚刚好是7年的时间，终于忘记了谁；刚刚好是7年的时间，结束了7年的医学学习；刚刚好是7年的时间，像格蕾里的每一个人一样，重新站在了一个新的，却又与最初时候有些相似的地方，面对着无所知的未来。

和很多人一样，看到这季的第一季时就想写一篇什么，必须是怀念体了，因为需要来纪念些什么，数月之后的今天，最终我要完成这个愿望。

刚刚好是7年的时间，Izzie和George已经离开了这么久，还有多少人记得那个金色头发性格同容颜般艳丽的美人和那个总有些别扭和慢半拍的认真的小个子呢？

刚刚好是7年的时间，Meredith和Derek，Christina和Owen，Izzie和Alex竟然已经经过这么多，经历了生死的考验，结了婚，有了孩子，并且又经过这么多，有了性格差异导致的婚姻危机。

还有多少人记得当时的Burke呢？

刚刚好是7年的时间，主任、Belly、Mark、Callie、Arizona……是不是不知不觉之间，他们已经成为了我们熟悉的老友，熟悉，喜欢，也有不喜欢的时候？

刚刚好是7年的时间，他们的故事发生了太多，我们的故事发生了太多，他们还有很多继续上演，我们也有很多等待遇见。

7年前的我，一切懵懂，体内又仿佛有着无穷的能量需要方向奔涌，现在回看当时不施粉黛的笑脸，回想当时纯净的心思，依旧感动，一个新的开始，一个新的阶段，所有都是新的，都是新的，真好，真好。

7年里经过了多少的沟坎，脸上也有了不能磨平的痕迹，如同the story里唱的：all of these lines across my face， tell you the stroy of who I am.看过晨光星夜，吹过海风林香，刻苦勤奋没日没夜过，也颓废迷惘叛逆乖戾过，爱过男生爱过女生爱过自己，笑过叫过唱过跳过哭过吵过，众人协力过，踽踽独行过，周围的人有的暂时或者永远离开，还有人不断闯进生活里成为朋友敌人或者路人甲……这些大家都会有的大同小异但绝无二致的以曾经作为开头的故事在7年的循环洗刷中有的已经开始模糊，正如片头所说，7年之后，已经是一个新的人了，但这些经过，已经刻进了我的DNA，成为了我的一部分，并且会从我这里流传下去，这是我的故事，这是我的时间，这是我的一部分，不管好的坏的，只能用力拥抱，接受，融入，有些幸福，有些欣慰，也有些疼痛，有些心酸。

7年的时间里格蕾们一直陪伴和鼓励着我高一脚第一脚的这样走来，他们成为了更加成熟的医生，他们告诉我世界就是这样，即使是电视剧也这样复杂和纠结，而现实告诉我，真实可能更加戏剧化并且亲身体验效果更佳。

但不论怎样的挫折和逆境，总会有办法，慢慢接受一切，尽心，顺其自然，总要有梦想，尽管梦想在这个没有时代不值得一提，但总得对自己的心负责。

7年的时间，我喜欢上医生这个职业，并且已经和将要一直为此付出努力，感谢这刚刚好的7年，感谢GA的陪伴，感谢7年里的遭遇，希望将来的日子里有你们的继续陪伴，能继续勇敢，继续相拥，继续有继续。

刚刚好是7年的时间，他们的故事发生了太多，我们的故事发生了太多，他们还有很多继续上演，我们也有很多等待遇见。